shockwave88 ([info]shockwave88) wrote,
@ 2008-06-07 22:23:00
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Home on Tybee
Yep Its almost been officially been a week since I've been back.

Feels weird last week i was still in Dover, and now I'm back in Tybee Island, GA.

I've been sleeping in and helping around under the Family roof, But in a few weeks I'm going to see that I can get back to drawing again.

Sometimes for me like a year of sleeping sounds Terrific, but after three days or a week I feel I need to draw again. It's so strange how I feel  when that happens. I guess I think of it as not wasting anytime whatsoever, i like to stay on my toes. IDK i may be a workaholic.

The weather has been great and visiting old friends has been good, like walking back into a photo album after making a new one in Dover.

I felt like after I started the 3 year program with the Kubert  school, i've been living two different lives, but still being the same person I know Christ sees me. I can't fool Him, I know He observes and knows what I do. I find it great to know when I feel low that I don't always need to look down but could always Look up. The ultimate Way for my life. I thank Christ for everything including getting through each year in Dover, that especially being on my own the first time.

It's been tough but I think thats how it gets when you get older, a way to mature, a way to see the world in a new pair of eyes. I guess i've been thinking about that lately, because I'm finally turning 20 this year in the end of June.

YESS!!!

Every day is a new day

Thank God



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[info]sennyo_megami
2008-06-08 03:32 pm UTC (link)
Heh, I've already been here for two weeks and I already want to get back to Dover lol.
Though it's great being lazy, after a while I go crazy if I don't do something.

This has been my first year at Kubert, and it's definitely changed my life. I used to be shy, self-conscious, pessimistic, afraid to talk to new people etc. But after living on my own for a year, it's really changed me. It's opened my eyes to a new world, a new life. I'm not the same person I used to be when I came back to Staten Island.
Though I love my family, and it's great to see them, after awhile I just want to be living on my own again. I think it's because I've been able to rely on myself now and not my parents telling me what to do. And I think they realize it too. That I'm more mature now and that I can make my own decisions. Because they know the only person that can change me, is myself. But they'll always be there to support me on whatever decision I make.
Kubert has definitely been a life-changing experience for me. I've improved art-wise and met so many wonderful, different people:
Teachers, friends, you...

I believe that life is a road, a journey, and I'm the one driving the car. And whatever changes or decisions I make, whatever path I choose, I know G-d is always there to guide me.

Yes, every day is a new day.

And you never know what tomorrow will bring :)

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